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life is goooood. i need to update this thing more often! my brother is home after two years and, even though i mostly wanna strangle him every now and again, i'm happy. my little man will be six months old in just a few days! he's crawling and sitting up so well, he's really advanced for six months old. and by advanced, i mean that he likes to get into EVERYTHING he sees one way or another lol. i'm living at home with my parents for a while, until i can get my own place. even though i miss my friends SO freaking much, i'm so happy to still be surrounded by people i love all day, every day.
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giddy giddy
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wesley dalton hall. he was two days old in this picture. he is now 4 months and 10 days old! and just the sweetest thing you will everrr meet :D


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cheerful blissful
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This was Tyler's gift to me from jail for my birfday this year. Hahaha.

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I miss him :/

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lethargic lethargic
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Life is strange and I am tired. I miss my friends more than anything. I am certainly hoping for things to get better and really soon.
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exhausted exhausted
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You get the car
I'll get the night off
You'll get the chance to take
the world apart and figure out
how it works
Don't let me know what you find out
I need a car
You need a guide
Who needs a map
If I don't die or worse I'm gonna need a nap
At best I'll be asleep when you get back
I wanna see it when you find out
what comets, stars, and moons
are all about
I wanna see their faces turn to backs of
heads and slowly get smaller
I wanna see it now


I want specifics on the general idea
I wanna think what I should know
Want you to do me what to show
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see it when you get stoned on a
cloudy breezy desert afternoon
I wanna see it untame itself and break its owner
I wanna see it now
I wanna see it now


I miss him more than anything tonight but I am happier than I have been in a really long time.
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giddy giddy
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Things have been crazy lately. There has been so much going on in Tallahassee and at home in Chipley. School is taking up most of my time and while I'd reeeally like to have a job right now, I think I'm going to wait and try to get one in the summer even though I feel a lot like I should have one now. I am such a slacker.

I'm home this weekend for Easter and I think I'm going to catch up with some people I haven't talked to in a while. I always feel so good coming home for holidays because I know everyone's visiting and there's always a chance that I'll probably run into old friends or see family members I haven't seen in a while.

Dustin is getting his own place next week most likely and I'm extremely excited. FINALLY, I don't have to sneak into his house anymore and worry about getting caught. It's been working pretty well so far though haha. Also, I'll have a place to sleep when I come home instead of getting locked out of my grouchy dad's house because I'm not home before 10 at night because apparently that is just WAY too late and wakes him up even though he can't hear a damn thing.

I can't believe it's almost summer again and I've been at FSU for almost two years. I should be done by now but I'm dragging this out for as long as I can and hoping that my grades will look better at the end of all of this. I'm really doing much better this semester.
I feel busier and more positive about everything these days.
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happy stoked
Current Music:
the national
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I imagine this semester is going to be awfully long and boring. I need to focus though. I really need to get my shit together more now than ever. I'm not letting anything distract me this semester. I've got to do this shit right this time.

One upside to this semester is that I have a hotass teacher in my Modern Popular Music class. I always sit on the front row, of course. I don't have to worry at all about this class either because it's a pretty easy A. That should help me bring up my GPA some which is something I need badly.

I'm glad I still have about a year left because I don't think I'm ready to be done. At the same time, I hate that everyone else will probably be done and I'll be somewhat alone.

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calm calm
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There is so much I need to start doing. I need to start reading and writing again. I need to start going to the gym again. I need to find a job. I know that all of this will eventually happen. I just wish I had more motivation.
My main goal right now is to find a decent job. Despite how angry I was, losing my job was really a good thing. I realize that I deserve so much better. I could be doing something I actually enjoy and make better money doing it. I've already applied for three jobs and hopefully the one I want will work out.

I took my last final today for my second semester here. I think I've decided that I'm going to go to school for however long I want (and/or can afford). I only have a year left and I'm really not ready to be finished.

On a seperate note, I think this summer is going to be wonderful. Vanessa and Dustin are graduating AND I'm turning 21.
Yeah, I definitely can't wait.

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accomplished accomplished
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