There is so much I need to start doing. I need to start reading and writing again. I need to start going to the gym again. I need to find a job. I know that all of this will eventually happen. I just wish I had more motivation.
My main goal right now is to find a decent job. Despite how angry I was, losing my job was really a good thing. I realize that I deserve so much better. I could be doing something I actually enjoy and make better money doing it. I've already applied for three jobs and hopefully the one I want will work out.
I took my last final today for my second semester here. I think I've decided that I'm going to go to school for however long I want (and/or can afford). I only have a year left and I'm really not ready to be finished.
On a seperate note, I think this summer is going to be wonderful. Vanessa and Dustin are graduating AND I'm turning 21.